First of all, James, Happy & Allen. Thank you so much for being such friends during these days. There are some problems, difficulties and ill communication between Cathy & me. I’m sure that these will always be the lessons that lovers have to learn on their way to true love and happiness.
However, no mater what happens you guys are firmly standing with Cathy, and keep giving her spiritual support and encouragement.
This kind situation sometime makes me feel alone and confusing.

Your “Brotherhood friendship” between Cathy is something that I’ll never understand. Because I have never have it in my life. That is really God blessing friendship you guys have. I hope one day I give as much you do, and have such friendship.
James I especially want to thank you for giving me such suggestions & opportunities to review myself as man. Am I really being responsible? Am I being a true man? Am I truly love Cathy? You helps me & Cathy to see things objectively. And your wisdom and mature thought give us an hope to our next step. I’m really appreciate for everything you’ve done. No mater you’ve done it for Cathy or for me.
I’ll consider for all the suggestions you guys gave me, but please respect that this is about me & Cathy. I have to go on my way with Cathy according to my determination. I have to judge for what is right and wrong and love the way which I offer.
And … I’ll try to give as much as real man can do.
Sincerely Sam